I just don't know...

So I have to get this off my chest, or I'm afraid I might burst.

Last night I was talking to my friend and we were talking about crushes, and she admitted to me that she has had a crush on a guy since the 4th grade, that's like 11 years.  And I asked her why she never told me and she said, "Well I was ashamed. He was my best Friend, it was weird."

And all I could think was WOW. Because Im in almost the same situation, only he's not my best friend and it's been more like 13 or 14 years that I have been crushing on him. (Different Guys) So I asked around to a couple of my other friends and some of them feel the same way, so I figured if it could happen to us, it could happen to anyone.  Anyone male or female could be going through what I'm going through, what my friends are going through, so I want to tell you this, maybe it'll help you find some comfort.

When I was in 3rd grade we moved to a new neighborhood.  One of the first days we were there I took a walk, as I made it to the corner I saw some kids playing basketball....And I saw him.  In that moment I had a crush, did I know that it was going to become this long drawn out thing? No, all I knew was that he was SOOO CUTE.

I won't bore you with our every encounter, but suffice it to say it left a mark on me. And no matter how hard I tried NOT to like him.... Nothing worked.  He was a year older than me and I was madly in like with this older guy, and as the years passed and I went into 5th and 6th grade this crush just grew.

He would come over and laugh and talk, and we would hang out and with every word he spoke, with every smile he smiled I fell deeper and deeper.  And he KNEW it.  I wasn't very good at hiding my feelings, Im pretty sure EVERYONE knew I liked him.

Well, one day we're talking about it and he tells me I'm to young for him.  Now you would have thought that would at least dampen this STUPID crush, but no....It didn't.  It made me angry though, the big JERK. I mean seriously dude, I'm a YEAR younger than you! REALLY!?  But of course I just smiled and nodded.  And although he will probably deny it, he did use my crush to his advantage.  But I let him, I guess I figured that if I did stuff for him he might stop seeing me as to young for him.

Yeah I know, young and dumb though, remember?

I still remember his smile, his laugh, and how he would talk to me when he and his friends would go by on their bikes or whatever.

So anyway, A few years ago I thought I had this stupid crush GONE.  That it had packed its bags and FINALLY left me... But I was sorely mistaken. My friend and I were at the store, and for some reason had started talking about him, and neither of us had seen him for quite a while and we were laughing and joking and when we walked out the door BAM there he was. Driving by.  I know! Weird right! Well we got his attention and he stopped and talked for a while and then he and I exchanged numbers.

Well He came over that night and we had fun, joking and goofing around. Having a good time, and with every moment I felt myself falling back to where I was.  Realizing that I was NOT over him...No matter how hard I tried to be. And then....We kissed. It was short, more like a peck. But it was enough for me. The moment his lips touched mine it was like I had been electrified. His arms were around my waist and Im pretty sure that if he hadn't been holding me I would have melted to a puddle on the floor.

No one knows we kissed, not even my sister, so Im sorry Bean, but that little morsel was for me only.  That was one thing I had to hang on to the hope that MAYBE I would finally get the guy that I had liked for so long... But of course, that didn't happen, and it still hasn't, so now it's yours world.

And the thing is, I'm still not over him.

I don't see him and I rarely talk to him, but it's still there....Im pretty sure it's one of those things I will never get over.  There are times when I'll IM him or something, and we'll talk for a few minutes but it's nothing more than that. And yet this crush won't leave me alone.  I see his picture, or I hear his name and it all comes rushing back to me.

Sometimes, the things he says when we're IMing I can hear him saying. I can see his smile. And it's just sad. I know it is, but I just can't help it.

My friend and I were talking the other day and she asked, "Well do you think it's just the idea of him?" And of course I was like, what a brilliant question! That could very well be it. But...Im afraid it's not. That night, I talked to him, and my stomach started doing backflips, and I couldn't help but smile.  I don't think it is just the "idea" of this man that has me all......Crushy.

Now, I am ashamed too. I'm ashamed of this crush.  Because deep in my heart I know that there will never be anything between us.  In his eyes I will always be the dorky girl across the street that had a crush on him.  I'll always be too young in his eyes. I will never make it past that.  And yet, even though I know that...I can't stop liking him.

So know this, even if you have a crush on someone, even if it's unusually long, just know that there is always someone out there in the same situation you're in.  There is always someone liking someone else, even if there's not a chance.  There is always someone afraid to say what they feel.  There is always someone who is ashamed of their feelings, or ashamed about who they have feelings toward.

If you're in a tough spot like me and some of my friends keep your head up, know that we are right there with you feeling what you're feeling, and most likely thinking what you're thinking.  And know that you can come to us anytime.

You can't help who you like...Or in my case... Love.

If you made it through this then wow, I just noticed how long I rambled, and Im sorry!!!

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Happy Tuesday!

Why hello there lovely! How are you today?

Im doing purrrrty good. =) Planning out my shopping trip so that I can go grocery shopping either tonight or tomorrow. It will probably end up being tomorrow though, so I can finish getting my coupons around.  If any of you read my other post you'll know that my coupon binder is GONE! And I still haven't gotten it back or found out if I will even get it back =( But I have still been getting my papers, I've just been going "Clipless" I don't really know if I like it. lol.

In other news, If you read my post about my 90 day challenge I am doing it, I didn't start when I wanted to because I procrastinate. but I have lost 3 pounds this week! I'm pretty excited. I'm sure I could have done better, but I went a little overboard on the chips and chocolate and candy last week. lol.

BUT when someone gets you a chocolate heart and stuff for Valentines Day you can't just ignore it.  It MUST be eaten. lol. At least thats how I feel, call me weird if you must. =)

Other than that though I had a good week, I walked and jogged almost every day, I did a little Yoga, I danced a little.  I had fun. =)

Also, Where I live we are having a very mild winter, so there has been no snow or anything like that and it really hasn't been to cold so walking and jogging is really nice.  And it's nice to be able to grab my ipod and go for a walk.  I DO still wear my winter coat, because it is still a little chilly out, but it's still great.

Don't forget to check out the Giveaway for the My Memories Suite Scrapbook Software! =)

And have a great day! =)

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And just because this has quickly become one of my favorite walking songs and I love it:

My Memories Suite Review and GIVEAWAY!

Hello Lovely! 


So a few weeks ago I was asked to review My Memories Suite and host a giveaway! And of course I jumped at the chance, because I do love scrap booking, I just have trouble sticking with it sometimes. =) I know, typical thing to say. lol. But anyway, let's get on with the review and then we'll get to the giveaway! 


So the first thing, I LOVE this. It is very simple to use.  I mean it is very very simple, and I love that. It is very self explanatory, and it is also a lot of fun. =) 


Second, there are so many things to chose from! They have different templates you can chose from when you start or you can build your own. I used one of the premade ones (I will post one of them in a bit) 


Third,  There is so much you can do!  You can add text, word art, Embellishments, MUSIC, calenders, You can Even Narrate your scrapbook!!! Plus there is so much more you can do with it.  It is a lot of fun, and it is very easy to use, so even if you're just getting started it is an amazing tool to have!  Seriously, I've never used a scrapbook software before and I feel like an old pro already.


I am very impressed with My Memories Suite software.  And I am probably going to be using it a lot, I have a lot of half finished scrapbooking projects that this will be VERY handy for. =) 


So my blog is not cooperating at the moment, so Im having an issue uploading my project, but I will try again later this afternoon! 


Now My Memories has also given me the opportunity to share this code with you, if you want to try My Memories and you don't win the giveaway you can go to their website www.MyMemories.com and purchase the software and enter this code STMMMS49261 at check out to get $10 off!!! That's a pretty sweet deal if you ask me! =) 


And NOW for the GIVEAWAY!  


As a Mandatory entry I want you to head on over to MyMemories.com pick your favorite kit/template/element pack, and come back here and tell me about it, by leaving a comment. 


For extra Entries you can do these things:


Follow Miss Imperfect Via GFC
Follow Miss Imperfect on Twitter
Follow Miss Imperfect on Facebook
Follow My Memories on Twitter
Follow My Memories on Facebook
Follow the My Memories Blog


Please remember to leave a separate comment for each entry. =)


So this giveaway will run through March 31st 2012. =) 


Good Luck!!!! 



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5-4-3-2-1 I'm a rocket man...

Ahhhhh Eric Church. I love Eric Church. =) And lately this song has been in my head CONSTANTLY. Seriously, I've listened to it at LEAST 12 times this morning.  I just love it. lol.



All you gotta do is put a drink in my hand!!! =) haha

I am a HUGE Eric Church fan and as you may know a HUGE Brantley Gilbert fan...and as some of you may know Brantley is on the Blood, Sweat, and Beers tour with Eric Church and they are coming to where I live! Well, like 30 minutes away, but same difference. =)

So I AM GOING! My friend and I bought our tickets when we first found out, which was in December. lol. So yeah, it's been a while.  I am so excited I just CANT wait. I'm like a giddy teenager.  When we bought our tickets I was jumping up in down with a cheesy smile on my face.  If I would have recorded it I would have posted it for you to see, I'm pretty sure someone would have gotten a chuckle out of it. lol

I am SOOOOO excited. (Pretty sure I already said that. But oh well.)  I'm not sure what it is, but Eric Church just puts me in a good mood.  His songs, his voice, his personality, it's all of it.  And it doesn't matter what song it is either.  His music just makes me smile. lol. ♥ ♥ ♥

So, we're also going to have a little giveaway.. Now this will go until the 21st of this month, so I can get in touch with the winner and all that jazz.

What the giveaway will be for is a Blood, Sweat, and Beers tour t-shirt.  When I go to the concert I will pick one up for the winner.  If you would rather have a poster or a CD or something, that's cool too.  But we'll discuss that when we have a winner. =)  And if I can get it autographed I will!!! =)

So Here's how you enter:

1. Follow on GFC
2. Follow Miss Imperfect on Facebook 
3. Follow Miss Imperfect on Twitter
4. Follow Miss Imperfect on Google+

Leave a comment for each entry.  Also make sure to leave your name and email address in each comment. =)

And on last way to enter, if you really want to win you can direct your friends and family here.  If you do just have them follow and leave a comment saying that you sent them.  You can also do it with Facebook and twitter and you get 2 extra entries for EACH one.

So if your sister follows via FB, Twitter, and GFC you get 6 extra entries, just make sure they COMMENT.

Have a great day and GOOD LUCK!!! =)

Remember, this ends February 21st 2012 at 7pm.

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Just one more:


"Act like tomorrows 10 years away
Just kick back and let the feeling flow
Drink a little Drink smoke a little smoke"

WHO

Just made spaghetti at 11pm?

If you guessed Me.............................................

You're right. =)

Don't ask why, because the only answer I can give is that it sounded really good.  And I was really hungry...and these cravings are CRAZY. So I got up at 11 and made a big pot of spaghetti, I only had 1 bowl, so I did good.  The rest is already put away neatly in my tupperware in my fridge.....AND I've already done the dishes from it.  Woot Woot.  =)

And now, I'm sitting on the couch watching Golden Girls and typing this. I Love the Golden Girls, I watch it every day, a lot of people think I'm weird because of my age.  But who cares what they think, this is a good show and if they would watch it they would know.

Plus some of the stuff they say just cracks me up.

Especially Sophia, she's probably my favorite.  She is SOO funny.

I'm already regretting the spaghetti, because now I won't sleep for a couple hours. =/ And I'm tired, and I know tomorrow is going to be a long day. But OH WELL I did it to myself.  I knew making it so late wasn't a good idea, but once the idea came into my head I just couldn't get it out. Harrumph.

So I might play some video games, and talk to a couple people, and maybe do a little work.  And then go to sleep. lol. Oh Oh Oh and plan my shopping trip! I've gotta get that done because I'm supposed to go shopping tomorrow. So I better get on that!

Well have a good night!

PS: Do you watch the Golden Girls?? =)

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Oh, and juuuuust to let you know.. Arguing with a man about who wears the pants in you "relationship" is a lot of fun. lol. Especially when he is SURE that he is the pants wearer. I secretly think he knows that I wear the pants.....he just doesn't want to admit it.  Teehee.

Frustration and a Review! =)

Hello there Lovely!
How are you doing today??

If you read my last post (Doctors visit) and my brilliant plan to get out of it... Well it turns out I didn't need my brilliant plan after all!! Because....

The IDIOTS cancelled my appointment.....WithOUT telling me.

Yes, that's right.

I called to confirm my appointment and the lady gets all my info and says, "Well I'm not showing you on our calender at all." And I was like, "uhhhh, What?!" And I heard another lady in the background say, "Oh, we cancelled that."

"Uhm, EXCUSE ME!?" So not only did the MORONS cancel my appointment, but they did it without telling me. If I hadn't called to confirm the appointment I would have shown up for it, then what? THEN WHAT?! Then they would have said, "Oh, we cancelled your appointment, sorry, see ya next time." Really?

I don't like them anyway, but they were the ones that could get me in soonest, and now I am deeply regretting it.  Because they are MORONS, and I've never liked them. And that just solidifies my intense dislike for them, never again will I make an appointment there.

Oh, and they couldn't even give me a reason why they cancelled me. And when I told them, "I made this appointment a week ago, I want to see the doctor." She said, "Well, we have already rebooked your appointment, so there's nothing we can do for you.  But you can always go to the ER." Yeah, that's right.  That is what she told me.  I was so close to telling her to shove it. Or maybe something a little worse. =)

Oh and this is just a side note.... I LOVE The Big Bang theory. It is one of my favorite shows. =) The Big Bang Theory and How I met your mother, seriously. I watch both of them everyday. lol. I'm actually watching Big Bang right now, the one where Sheldon gets all the cats. ♥ ♥ ♥

Ok, so now on to the Review... Go 360 Clean!!

I love this stuff. I use it every day. It makes my face feel clean and I love the little scrubber that comes with it. I just put a dollop of my face wash on there and wash my face.... Sometimes I wash for a few minutes, because the scrubber pad feels so good. lol.

Plus they have different formulas and everything. I've tried the Green and the Blue, I like them both.

=)

Well have a Good night!!!

Have you ever used this Face wash?

Do you watch the big bang theory?  Who is you favorite Character if you do?

Do you watch How I Met Your Mother? Who is your favorite Character?

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Doctors Appointment PLUS have you seen?

Hello!


How is everyone doing tonight?


I am currently thinking of ways to get out of having to go to the doctor today. lol. I really don't want to go, Im not a fan of the doctor.  But if I don't go I have friends that would probably beat me, so I really have no choice. But I can still plot ways to get out of it.


And hope that maybe one of my brilliant plans work. haha.


And ladies, Im sure that you know how I feel about going to the doctor, because Men don't have to go to this doctor, so they don't know what it's like. lol


And now for the Have You Seen?!


Have you seen the Boondock Saints?! (BDS)


There are 2 and I am in LOVE with them both, I have been for quite a while and I can't WAIT until number 3 comes out. =)
I am just a huge fan.
Huge HUGE HUGE fan. lol.


The movies are written and directed by Troy Duffy and star Sean Patrick Flanery and Norman Reedus. The first one came out in 1999 and the second one, Boondock Saints: All Saints Day came out in 2009.  So there is a gap, I'm just hoping (along with the other BDS fans) that it does NOT take another 10 years for number three.


Now this is ONE of my favorite parts of the first movies, Just one of them. lol. So here you go:

Connor: Now you will receive us. 
Murphy: We do not ask for your poor, or your hungry. 
Connor: We do not want your tired and sick. 
Murphy: It is your corrupt we claim. 
Connor: It is your evil that will be sought by us. 
Murphy: With every breath we shall hunt them down. 
Connor: Each day, we will spill their blood till it rains down from the skies. 
Murphy: Do not kill, do not rape, do not steal, these are principles which every man of every faith can embrace. 
Connor: These are not polite suggestions, these are codes of behavior and those of you that ignore them will pay the dearest cost. 
Murphy: There are varying degrees of evil, we urge you lesser forms of filth not to push the bounds and cross over, into true corruption, into our domain. 
Connor: For if you do, one day you will look behind you and you will see we three. And on that day, you will reap it. 
Murphy: And we will send you to whatever god you wish. 


Amazing part of the movie. =) But there are a lot of amazing parts. lol


And the second movie is just as good in my opinion.  It has a lot more funny parts than the first (At leaast I think). Here are a few funny scenes from the second one. 




Seriously, these are two of my favorite movies, I can not wait for the third to come out.

Have you ever seen or heard of The Boondock Saints?

If So, what do you think of them?

If not........you should rent them. lol.

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Have a great Day!!!

I think I'm gonna cry....

My Car was Taken.
=(
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Yes, that's right.  I went out with my family and when I got home my car was gone. I was so mad.  And NOW, I woke up this morning and realized.......My coupons, My coupon binder, and all my other coupon stuff.......was in the car. I am just SO furious right now!!! I am gonna SCREAM. I am just so upset.

I had my coupons and stuff in there, CDs, Stuff from my mom, and a lot of other stuff. I am just so upset I could cry.

So now I don't know what I'm gonna do. Because I don't have a car to go get my coupons this morning and it is snowing like mad so I can't walk. (THANKFULLY, I know the lady who works at the store and she is going to hold my papers for me until I can get up there to get them.) And Hopefully I find out what's going on with the car soon. =/

And on another note, I'm watching Extreme Couponing and this Lady just cleared the shelf (Which is a BIG HUGE No No in my book. I don't like that.) And she was proud of herself!!!! She was like, "Get a shot of that shelf, I cleared it!" and she laughed.  With the mood I'm in I wanted to slap that stupid lady through the TV.  And I hope that somehow she finds this and reads it.

You are an idiot.  You're PROUD of yourself for taking deals that other people want and need too. really?  Would it have been SO difficult for you to pick up a phone and call the supermarket and say, "Hey, I'm coming in on whatever day, and Im going to buy so many of this product do you think you could order extra and have them for me?" Because I'm sure the store would have said yes. But NO, you had to RUIN it for everyone that was going in there after you for that deal.

Yeah, that's AWESOME of you. That's just GREAT. Be Very proud of yourself!!!

My mood swings have been a little crazy lately. lol. Happy to Sad to Mad to Happy.  I've just been bouncing around. =) lol

So How has your weekend been?

Let me know in the comments below. And also tell me.....

Are YOU ready for another giveaway!?!? 

WHO do I vote for!?!?

Good Morning!

How are you doing today??

I'm doing pretty well, a little tired, but that's why I have my huge cup of coffee sitting next to me. =)

Ok so many of you know I am a huge music fan. I like almost all kinds of music, it's kind of like an addiction. So the voting for the 2012 ACM Awards New Artist of the year is up, and I am having a Dilemma! TWO of my FAVORITE artists are in it! Brantley Gilbert and Hunter Hayes. I just don't know who to vote for!

They are both great Artists in my opinion, they both write their own songs, both play instruments, and both have great voices. I love them both, So I am just stuck. I have the voting page up on my computer right now, and I just CAN'T DECIDE!!

Booooo. I guess I'll just have to think on it a bit more.

Now if you have never heard of these two you should really check them out!

Brantley Gilbert has had a few songs that you may have heard if you're a country music fan, like "Country Must be Country Wide" and his newest single, "You don't Know her Like I do" Both are great songs, but I they are not his only two. I like all of his music. Oh and a little Fun Fact: Brantley wrote Jason Aldeans hits "Dirt Road Anthem" and "My Kinda Party". (Dirt Road Anthem was actually a duet with Colt Ford doing the rapping before Jason sang it.)
Here are to of my favorite BG songs. =)

Kick it in the Sticks in just an amazing song. It gets me pumped when I hear it. lol. It just makes me happy. =) It does have a Rock Feel to it, but I love it.



"Take it Easy Baby I'm Still Broken, Memories Enough to Tear Me Wide Open.

Now Hunter Hayes is Also Amazing! Once again if you're a country fan and you listen to your local country music station I can almost Guarantee you have heard his song "Storm Warning" Hunter is SO talented. Did you know.... Hunter played all of the instruments in that song?? He has a great voice. Just so amazing.  Now Storm Warning is his only song that I have heard on the radio around me, but it may be different where you live, but anyway!

Here is Storm Warning. Such a good song, it also makes me smile!


Now this song is called "Wanted" I love this song.  If a guy sung this to me I would probably melt, I would be swept off my feet. Ladies, give it a listen and you will understand why. This IS live and Acoustic, it is my favorite, if you want to hear the album version you can find it on youtube. =)



Alright! I think I have made my decision!!! =)

So my question for you is............
Have you voted?!
If you did, who did you vote for? (you don't have to tell if you don't want to.)

Well Everyone! Have a Great Day!!!

wooo hoooo

How are you lovely?!

Me. I'm eh, okay. Partly because I know what I get to do all day, CLEAN. Woot Woot. I really really dislike cleaning, it is one of my least favorite things EVER.

But it must be done.
Because................

My mommy is coming into town!!!

My mom doesn't live close, she lives 1,500 miles away =( So anytime she comes into town I get really excited, I love my mom. But when she comes I have to like top to bottom clean, that's the part I'm not a fan of.

Well, Normally I have a bit of a head start, I start cleaning like 2 weeks in advance so I don't have to rush, and the day before she comes I just give the house one more quick run through.  But oh NO not this time.  My dear mother didn't tell me until TODAY that she was coming into town TOMORROW.

We were on the phone and she was like, "Well, we'll be there tomorrow."

I was like" WHAT?! Tomorrow as in TOMORROW?!"

And she kinda laughed, "Uh Yeah, tomorrow."

So yeah, I have a lot of cleaning to do. ugh. It needs to be done anyway, but I just wish I had more time.

But oh well. I get to see my mom and step dad and that's all that matters.

Well, that is all for now, because my cat has decided that he just NEEDS to be on my lap, and that my hand should be used for giving him lovens and not typing.

I hope you all have a great weekend!!!!

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